Getting There, dear SPM

Let's see...

          I've decided to halt all online activities until my SPM is over. That would mean that this would be the last post for the month and I will only continue after SPM which would be umm... in after 2 months plus (?).

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          As it is now, [I've receive several test papers] my trial results are very disappointing. Even to myself [!]. That's why, the alarm in me had rung and I really need to brush myself up for the upcoming exam. I don't want to regret it later.

          Since I've decided that, the moment you see this blog is updated [unless it stated - Yatta!! Exam's over in December], I've broken my own oath. Very despicable, no? 

There are quite a few things I wanted to post since I'll be holding myself back for the next two months (tee hee - 2 months IS really very very long for me).

1. Please, anyone who could translate BRIGHT - 1年2ヶ月20日, please help me do a PROPER translation!!
2. I'm still gonna be active on Twitter so.... to those who I follow : [this is a very selfish request] could you tweet things that could lift up fighting spirit?
3. About the dramas I'm planning to download,... hmm.. [ONLY if my standard grade rises SUPERBly] I might download it on holidays (might, might!! hopefully I could stand NOT TO)

How come I have a lot of things on my mind before I start typing and now all of it seems to fly away??

Oh, oh, and after SPM, I  thought... maybe.. since I like watching anime and dramas and reading manga soo much, maybe I should create a blog to summarize all that I watched/read??

I mean like detailed summary.

I know the feeling of not being able to watch something at that time, yet we wanted to know the latest of what happen so... [of course it'll be full of spoilers] but it's for those who really can't stand not knowing, right?? kiki, that's just what I think I want to do....

          For now, I'm gonna strugle with all I might and [pray] all will end well~

As for the rest,..

I've already forgotten what I wanted to say..

So,.. 

This is goodbye,

I guess.

Hope whatever One Piece updates that I'll be missing will be great so that I have MANY chapters to read with great pleasure.

Hope I have enough money to buy MS Gundam Seed and MS Gundam Seed Destiny ORIGINAL Set (DVD only) by the end of the year.

Hopefully Ojakgyo Brothers turn to be a worthwhile drama^^.

Hopefully I could buy the two album I've been longing for a while now~

Hopefully I could really get extraordinary and exceptional results for SPM.

Hope I have time to help NaO download Giseang something drama..

Hopefully I [magically] get a set of T-shirts consisting of all One Piece characters (that would be super cool)

Hopefully I won't be depressed thorough these demanding(for me) times.

Hopefully I won't faint in exam hall again.

Hopefully they released Ouran High School Host Club DVD (drama) by the end of the year - together with the english subs - so I could buy it^^

Hopefully EVERYTHING went as planned and I don't stray from my own promises.

Buh bye

currently listening to :

Masquerade Mask

I've been helping out my youngest sis to make a mask recently~ I mean it, very recently..
She have to use it tonight^^

So these are the products^^ :
(the purple one is made by Ien and I make the gold mask)

Ien is planning to wear the one she made~ The purple one for her dinner tonight~

Either way, what do you think? Is it good??? I know it looked a bit crumpled since it's our first time making these masks~

Taylor Swift - Back to December

"Solemn"

          Am I serious? I meant as a person. I don't think I am. I might not have been too cheerful lately, that I know.

But that Elle-like girl... [it's about time I give her a name = Emmie; let's just go with that]

     On the second day of my trial exam... (I think it was on the second) she passed by my table and saw my ID. And she was so excited at first, thinking about a comment she ought to give. But then her expression gradually dropped. She stared at my picture and said,... "Hey Adefuwa, you look solemn".
I just smiled at that moment since I don't quite know the meaning of "solemn" but I guess she picked up expression pretty fast.

  So Emmie asked me, "You do know what that means right?"
Now here's one kind of annoying question people tend to ask, that is, including me. That kind of question implies that you realize that someone doesn't know and yet you still have to ask.
It might not be at all annoying if I hadn't guessed that "solemn" probably doesn't have a very good meaning.
 
        So, [dejectedly] I replied a "no". She became a bit nervous but "get on with it!" was the only thing I thought of. So she told me that it means serious, but sad. Or something like that.

Would you like it if someone told you that? No, I wouldn't. But she was just being honest and it's not like she mean any harm. I know she didn't, at the very least. So I simply said, "Oh, I never knew~" and shrugged the whole thing off.

          Now, I know Emmie's a smart girl. Heck, she is! A lot! [I'm pretty much jealous too]. But I can't possibly accept that sort of comment, I thought. But the truth is, I have accepted that. When she said I looked solemn, I thought of how that word sounds so right (part of the reason why I smiled). However, I don't like to think I'm like that the very least~ haha.

The most funny part is (at least to me it is)... although I said I don't like it, what bothers me isn't the fact that she said I looked solemn. It's the meaning of that word. It's like I couldn't believe what she said was the real meaning of that word.
So with this dilemma, I went and search for the meaning in Oxford Dictionary..
And here's what I got:

1. formal and dignified
2. not cheerful; serious
3. deeply sincere

I was hoping she was wrong.
Maybe that's the real dilemma.
After all, it's not like Emmie and I are close enough that she actually thought of that. And even if I am like that now, I can't believe that I was like that 5 years ago. (That picture was from five years ago)....

"Things" started happening to me after that picture is taken. I remember the dates well. So I can't be like how she described me, right?
I think I was pretty cheerful back in those years^^ Very, except when Sasuke and Naruto was fighting when Sasuke left the village.... haha^^ (Those are really precious memories)

But someone ask me before (though not directly) , "So are you a serious person?"
            Blergh, what's that supposed to mean? I said I don't know. Haha~ I just didn't feel like answering him at that time.
And many times too,.. I've heard some people talking and they describe me as someone serious. I doubt I am.

Define serious for me then! I checked on the word and I still doubt I am. It didn't really bugged me though. I just want to know which part of me is viewed as serious. Could it be that I don't joke? Hmm... that too isn't very true~

(((!!!@@@^^@@@!!!)))

For now, I'm content and happy because tomorrow I don't have class^^ But I still need to study for Account exam on Thursday~

YOSH!!!!!

BM tomorrow

As the title mentioned, I'll be having my trial BM paper tomorrow~
It's good that I have just gotten healthy and well again a few hours ago.. huhu

I have been on a fever for 4 days (?)..

But I'm still so-very-scared because my KOMSAS [Malay Literature] sucks!! And my Malay Grammar too T^T... what do I do????

          Still, while I'm waiting for my cousin BM paper to be e-mailed to me [she's not from the same state I am, so she's having her paper early - NOT TO WORRY, I don't cheat], I stole some time for blogging^^ ehehe *//*

          If I I wanted to say was about my exam, then aren't my life dull? Exam, exam, exam..... huuuh~ where's the fun in reading a blog if that's all it said, eh? I think so too... So, that is NOT the reason why I'm blogging right now~ huhu

          You see, I went to NaO's house this evening, just for the sake of fetching my dad's "muruku" [a type of snack]. Now here's another side-story before I go into the main one.

     During Raya Aidilfitri [the first day - I think], I invited my friend AND her family to come. Well, since I mentioned NaO, you could've guessed that it was her. And so she came...she stayed for a long time actually^^ I felt just a little bit guilty because I'm keeping her from her family when the first day are supposed to be spent with your family. And so, her family came later on when all my distant family had dissapeared to their respective home~ haha, I like that"dissapeared"..

           Here's the best part: I have known her mom for quite some time so I must admit I don't mind being shameless in asking for food to be cook -for me^^. Well, I'm her daughter's friend after all. Haha, who cares??Right? NaO, if you're reading this, don't be mad^^... But the thing is,.. that day was my dad and her mom first, FIRST  meeting and he shamelessly ask for "muruku". He ASK for it. It's not like she said, "If you like it, I could make it".. No, no, no~ he ask for it!!

Well, I'm not mad cause' he ask for it~ I'm basically sulking 'cause he got it.. >,> HE GOT WHAT HE ASKED!!! I haven't even gotten my "tosay"... T^T 

THAT's just the side-dish for the main menu^^

Now here's the main menu:

           My, my~ Sienna only visited NaO's home for like, a few hours last year (I think it was last year)... and her mom is praising her like she's an angel >,> behh!!! Okay, I got to admit, my eldest sister is kinda' sweet and kind... and humble (they praise her for this), but! people should really know not to praise someone in front of their sister.. haixxx,.. I'm not jealous, I just didn't really know how to respond.. Well, I didn't want to say, "Yes, my sister is very very kind and humble" to NaO's mother... No matter how kind she is, she's still the dinosaur sister I've known since childhood. The one with veto power T^T.

           And how can I said, "No, she's not like that~ She enforced her will on the younger siblings, and magically we follow without any objection.. maybe just a few grumbles.. And she was really mean, when I viewed her back as a child.."? There's no way I can say that!! That's so one-sided view~ ANd that would make me sound like a brat T^T And it's not like all of that is true >,> ahaha...

So yea, I ended up smiling and nodded.

          So get it Sienna-neechan?? When you come back here, you better come and see NaO's mother^^ 

I wonder if I would miss her more one day.... rather that this house I'm living in.. Of course I'll miss my dad^^

But all of it didn't matter^^

HAHAHAHAHA

I still got my own share of "muruku" in the end^^!!!

HAHAHAHA

I mean, our share of muruku...

But anyway, pray I do well in my trials 

~InsyaAllah~