I think I need to have a talk with Rafah. It has been bugging me. Almost a year now and I find myself being ok for the most part, Alhamdulillah.
However, during the nights, I find myself in tears, thinking about Elle and my kids. How life would be if I stayed in my dreams.
My reality could merge. There's no reason why I should abandon my reality for a fantasy. I know those two can't mix. Not in my case.
