To move forward in this cycle of life. See the tiny details in life. Mourn. Groan. Giggle. Laugh. Smile. Strive!
This is mainly a reaction post to this piece of music by Young K.
I was taking a break from a long day. I was tired of reading too many class materials and I just wanted to relax. The song provided me just that. Relaxation.
I really did want to lean onto the song, let it take away all my worries and wash away all the hard moments.
At the same time, it reminded me how human I am. I have been smiling, laughing, and generally enjoying my time even though my sister's passing wasn't that long ago.
The title was supposed to be longer. To be exact, it should be "Let's not fall in love", taken directly from Big Bang's song. Heh.
Something just brings me back to this song all the time. It's not just the melody (which is awesome by the way), it's the lyrics.
The reason the title of this post is not finished... is because of guilt.
It hasn't been a good year for everyone. COVID-19 made it difficult. The lingering mourning of death takes center stage in this period of times. How sad, how cruel, how heart-wrenching must it be to be in a situation where there's nothing you can do to prevent your loved ones from suffering.
Such are my thoughts - my detached empathy - towards everyone who is suffering.
I never would have thought grief would knock my door too.
At least, it wasn't something I thought would happen so suddenly.
