Friday, April 17, 2015

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

In the slump?

Have you ever felt not doing anything?

It’s not exactly laziness. I mean, I’ve been lazy before. But that’s a feeling of not WANTing to do things.

Monday, March 23, 2015


I haven’t been updating lately, I’m pretty much ashamed of myself. 
I mean yearly goals and the like couldn’t even make me work, I wonder why…

Saturday, November 15, 2014

The Fear

My roommate said, "Most girl, or very often, a woman will match herself to her husband's preference and lifestyle."

I didn't have much to contribute to her notion. I am not married. Yet. Oh bother, just not.

Oh before that, here's some hint to what this post is really about:
“His absence seemed a solid thing, a burden I must carry in addition to my grief... Yet I knew I would continue to live. Sometimes that knowledge seemed the worst part of my loss.” —Robin Hobb


I don't know.

     I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't. Maybe I can list my problems, maybe I talked about it, maybe it's already solved, yet something is tugging that heart of mine, and deaf-ly nagging my mind. I just don't understand what though.