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I kept a lot of things to myself.
     Maybe that made people think I'm being secretive.
          Some friends may see that as me not trusting them enough.

When they ask me why's that, I usually tell them "I don't know".

Maybe Stress Got To Me

#nowplaying Blue - Guilty

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty

That, honestly wasn't part of what I wanted to express at the moment. I just had this sudden feeling of sharing what I'm listening. It's not like I'm feeling guilty of anything.

          It's just that my friend, Amo-san asked me last few weeks about my love life. It's odd that anyone was interested at all. I didn't really tell him exactly like I wrote in "The Yucky Love Stuff" which also wasn't really everything. But I told him about entry no. 4; The one with faraway eyes.

Buses & Trains

Lately I've been re-playing the same song over and over. Uranna once told me that re-playing songs is one of the sign of looking past bad habit, brooding over things and most of the negative stuff.

          Maybe he's right, but sometimes, some people just can't really see the past as it is. Some might re-play it over and over, not for the "what if", but simply because there's no "STOP" or "PAUSE" button. Something one can't control by oneself.