Elle, "L"

Hey~ haven't been active for a while. I mean, I'm always, in out in out lately. Haha, whatever that means.

So well, like always, a lot had happened and as always, I don't know how to phrase it or just too lazy to talk about it.
Somehow, I'm always sad these days. Even when I'm happy, some parts of me still depressed about some things I don't know of. Odd, isn't it? I didn't get it myself. There are days that I just fall into this abyss that I can't seem to get out of. Worse, I don't even know what's causing it. Maybe using 'abyss' is too hardcore, but that's what I usually feel when I'm feeling it. On days like this, I miss Elle.

The Little Meanie Side of A Good Girl Gamer

What's that?

Well, in case you guys haven't know of it, but I'm sure you do. I play games, loads of it. Makes most normal life-living people out there call me a gamer.
Although I'm pretty sure I'm not those hardcore gamer. Since I get bored of games too fast and never seem to finish them.

So, in any case, the thing is, I love playing the good guy in games. I usually don't go to the dark side. I mean, picking up on lower levels player? That's low, man.
You can justify that it's just a game, it's just for fun and etc but what about WHY you even thought of doing it?

So yeah, that's what I'll say before I get too addicted and too bored.
Oh, you need to be addicted first. If you're bored, but not so addicted, you'll just gonna leave the game halfway and find something much more fun.
But if you're addicted, and bored, then you can't leave the game.... but you have to find another way to make it fun. That's when the mean side of you come.

Waiting For The Start

Yeah!!! So I'm starting my degree course in two days :3

And I can't wait!!

Honestly, big lie~ I'm not really enthusiastic about it. Trying to be doesn't hurt anyway, so why not?

The Yucky Love Stuff

Alright, more have happened ever since but being me, I was lazy to update anything at all.
          Well, that's mainly because I was having trouble to form the right sentence to phrase in my writings, which might as well just be an excuse for being lazy or might just be the truth. I don't know. I have to question myself with what I'm thinking nowadays. I can't ever be sure.

With all the yucky love stuff being brought up constantly almost everywhere, I finally decided what to write about. Yeah, yucky love stuff. I'll give the credits to Julia Roberts (My Best Friend's Wedding). I love the way she said it.

So what sort of substance? Well, let's review my failed love life over the course of... my life? Ok, that's odd. Don't worry, it's not a sad story. Might be depressing and pathetic though. Haha. You have been warned.