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That's why I'm glad I'm taking accounts and came to the class today.

To those who were concerned by my sudden 'run-away' from everyone.... hmm... how do I put it? I mean by the sudden silence I've been purposely... no.
To those whom I've been avoiding and kept silence in these few weeks,

I'm not having problems actually. I just didn't want to talk about anything. There's something bugging me since ever, and I wanted to sort it out. I didn't want anyone's word to affect my decision so I decided to keep my mouth shut. That's all there is to it.
It's been cleared out now. Again, no.. the problem have not been sorted out just yet. I don't think it will in the near future. It might take [high possibility] the rest of my life. And this thing is making me insane.
Well,... though that certain problem is not solved, and I don't want to be dragged on by it and unabling me to move forward,.. I decided to leave it aside.
It is not the best solution.
But it's the only one I can think of for now.
So anyway, my head is a lot clearer. I'm not going to let myself be strayed again. I have found what i wanted to do, though it's only a short-term plan. A plan is still a plan, so whatever.
I'm going to try my best to stick to it. I'm setting my priority right now. And for that, I'm not gonna bother with anything else.
So forgive me if I say "No" to everything.
And remind me if I ever said "Yes" to something that might waver my determination.
I know myself well enough to know thatmy heart waver fast. Especially when it involves things that I like.
It's not that I don't like the goal I'm setting. It's just that I don't see it yet. Well, I think that happens to a lot of us.That's why this time, I want to do it right.
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